There needs to be a safe place where someone like Ms. Conaway & any other woman can come to give some honesty.
It’s ok to step out in honesty and say, “Ladies, I need help. When y’all aren’t looking, I have horrific anger issues. Sometimes I snap so badly that I even take it out on the kids.”
“Hey church friends…. If you pull public record, you can literally hear me lie, hear me instigate others to lie with me, and even hear my lies to you – the other church members.”
“I’m sorry, but I’ve been ritualistically brain washed by a very far right wing cult for the last 35 years. I can not actually resolve and distinguish what is real and what is a delusional flashback of these fear conditioning lies in my head.”